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Who am I??
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Posted 3 months ago for a few months now i've been battling with myself over who i am and who i want to be. there are a lot of things i do that people keep saying arent "me" but if they know who i am so well, i wish they would share the wealth and let me in on it because it would save me a lot of fucking time and angst. yeah i drink, yeah i smoke, yeah i cuss, yeah im really trashy sometimes. maybe thats just who i am right now. you cant judge me and act like you know who i am when i dont even know who the fuck i am. why dont you waste your time and try to find me a role model instead of breathing down my neck everytime i do something you dont like. i dont have anyone to impress and i dont have anyone to look up to, so i dont see why its any concern of anyone elses what i do in my spare time. right now im pretty fucking lost and pretty fucking messed up and unless youre going to try to help me and not give me "church" advise, then please shut the fuck up. im sick of self righteous assholes putting me on blast just to show everyone that they can give "good advice" until they are blue in the face and how they live such a glorious life. i dont want advice from people like that. i want advice from someone who will sit down and smoke a cigarette with me and ask me what i think is going on with me, not tell me what they "KNOW" is going on. and thats whats up.
Education is the ability to listen to almost anything without losing your temper or self-confidence. -Albert Einstein |
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| Posted 3 months ago You need to come chill with me for awhile, maybe it will do you some good? I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
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| Posted 3 months ago Angela I mean I would love to come stay with you but I am in a place right now in my mind where i just dont need to be around too many kids or people fighting each other and that is what's at the russell's....when i gather my thoughts and take a step forward in life then i would like to come. Education is the ability to listen to almost anything without losing your temper or self-confidence. -Albert Einstein |
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| Posted 3 months ago Sorry dude just an offer. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
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| Posted 3 months ago Dude where do you live? I would totally sit with you and smoke a cigarette & be a listening ear. Your RAD!! Life is too short to be worrying about non sense like what others think of you. If we all worried about that we would never get anywhere. Who are they to judge you? God is the ultimate judge, and when you start trusting him and believing in him, he will remove the things from your life that are keeping you the furthest from him. GIIIIIIIRRRRRRRLLLLLL keep your head up!!!! |
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| Posted 3 months ago Heh, wish I could help. I'm a pretty good listener if you wanna talk. Just remember: what others think of you doesn't matter. Be yourself. Trying to please everyone doesn't work anyways. |
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| Posted 2 months ago
Hey everyone is trying to find themselves everyday . You know when parents have kids they don't come with a manual and each personality is different as much as each parental unit comes with it's own set of imperfect flaws and positives even if they were crappy parents they defaulted to what they were trained with and when we are teenagers we all believe everyone is trying to tell us how to be and no one knows who we really are as we are trying to find out ourselves. " The Beginning Of Understanding Is The First Step To Communication." I had a poster with something like this once. Something else when we are young we believe we are invinsible but much to our dismay we loose friends as we grow older and that is no lie. I lost a neighbor friend at 16. I have since seen many people go away to fast we are here to share our maybe one gift if we are lucky we might have more the trick is to find it .Finding a nobler purpose in life our passion that is what we love and can move forward on. Hang in there! NEVER TO OLD TO HAVE FUN ! |
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| Posted 2 months ago All good advice I've read above, first thing...and try not to take this as negative. Your young....when I was that age, I didn't really know who I was or what I wanted to do. I joined the Army and learned a trade. I don't recommend that, unless you like playing in sand in a country far away. Try and be patient, chill, don't sweat what others are telling you, that includes what you read here...lol I won't sit and smoke a cigarette with you only cuz I hate the things, but if you can handle the smell, I'll smoke a cigar (my only real vice) Hope things turn for the better real soon. Oh, and one more thing, you are unique, hell, we all are. It's part of what makes life....cool There are only two ways of telling the complete truth - anonymously and posthumously.
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| Posted 2 months ago " Damn everything, but the circus!" |
